7/9/09: Blogstopper (ahhhh!!!!!)

Even though my superstitious side is SCREAMING YELLING THUNDEROUSLY WITH THE LOUDEST LOUD VOICE EVER I must continue on with this post.

I think I met him. I think Freckles is the Blogstopper. I'm very nervous typing this because though he and I have not had that vile, horrible aforementioned and discouraged conversation, I'm pretty sure that he's the only fellow that I want to see right now. I don't know whether I'm the only lady he wants to see but I doubt that he's seeing anyone else. I sort of want to ask but can't stand the way that those words might sound as they're coming out of my mouth. I fear that they would be tinged with jealousy and nosyness and all manner of bad, unattractive things. So, I will not ask. I will proceed with him and act on faith. Faith that he's as into me as I am into him. Faith that this will continue to develop and grow and become better and deeper. Faith that he won't suddenly become Dr. Jekyl (or Mr. Hyde, I forget which one was evil) and somehow break my little, exhausted heart. We've cooked together, drank together, dined out together, played games against each other, and we've talked about going to professional sporting events together, riding bikes, and making pizza sometime soon (because he knows how to throw the dough in the air ... how cool!!)

Am I done with this journey? Don't know. Is he the ONE? Well, much too soon to make that determination. Do I want to focus on Freckles in privacy now? Yes. Of course those of you that know me will get cheesy updates and girl talk but for the rest of you ... I think this is it. And I'm sad.

I really hope that you've enjoyed reading about all of my adventures. I hope that I have made you laugh because for every struggle I went through for the last seven months, knowing that it at least turned into a funny story or amusing anecdote makes it all worthwhile. Kind of :)

So, I'm really signing off now. Really.

I'll miss this very much.

And who knows? Not to be a negative Nelly but maybe I'll come back. Though I really hope not.

MseDater out.